Sha Stimuli Help (How Can I) текст песни, слова песни Help (How Can I) Sha Stimuli & N.I.K
Sha Stimuli - Help (How Can I)
feat. N.I.K
How can I love somebody else,
If I can't love myself enough to know
That I need help?
[Verse:]
When I die fuck it I wanna go to Heaven,
I wrote my first suicide note when I was seven
It said I wanna see if y'all love me so I'm leaving here today
My mother found it and she beat me til I couldn't feel no pain
I I'm
Obsessed with the end, I always talk about it with my friends
But I don't wanna go I just don't know
If God's still with me I been sinning on the low
I been calling women hoes then I act like the name that I call em
I expected them to come and even run when I would call em
And they did,
Girl I ain't shit
I took so much, I don't know how to give
It's good to be alive, but it's better if you live
I remember as a runner taking money from this kid
And I knew who it was for, 'cause his mama's gut was big
But my mans didn't care, yea I thought it wasn't fair but it was life
My job now is I speak to beats
Nobody buys it though, my speech just leaks
My mother told me I just sleep and eat I went to college for nothing,
But if those dollars were coming, that shit would keep the peace
I did a song called I wish I was you, because I couldn't understand how this chick that I knew
Was in love with somebody that does not have a clue
Why he's hot, where he's going who he is, if you know him
You will see he's a fool, he does not like his position on the planet
'Cause he's acting like Tupac is competition I'm
Chasing ghosts
I can't even beat the living and I'm battling the dead I know you want to have a kid
But I ain't even have a threesome I ain't even have a hit
I ain't wild out on tour,
I don't feel like I'm the shit
I ain't get to have an actress on my mattress sharing oxygen,
If I fuck Kerry Washington it might not make my problems end but
I might feel more accomplished then I told y'all I'm obnoxious and y'all haters call me conscious but I'm sleep man
Waking up alone,
Bachelor for life kinda changing up my tone
This is so honest I don't know if y'all like it but I wouldn't be me if I ain't write it
Make sense? I had to see my grandma die
Before I got a Grammy yea I fantasize
I never celebrated valentine's now you trying to turn me into family guy
[Chorus]
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